SIGH as she (felt) I DO, NOW currently-presently sigh, like say 4 example (R.I.P.-Rest in Peace) late Padme Amidala Naberrie (Natalie Hershlag Portman) died of a broken heart trauma ie: EXTERNAL that affects the INTERNAL, NOT m.i.-mental illness, huh how much more so however I somehow feel internally within me similarly ie: nauseous, affected or less than normal food-drink appetite overall affecting my state of Being of-with THAT U humanity have done un2 OUR God, who Jesus is gonna solely alone have HIS Father's back' no matter what! Like when U see 1 throwing up-vomiting, DON'T just assume it's drugs or drinking as it very well can B like (above) & say societal trauma, misc ie: external exhibited out there even locally that does-can affect 1's internally within, GET it?! Sigh, it's NOT fair NOR right what we've done 2 God, we R the problem in & of itself!