& huh, NO matter 'me' - internal within QUIET self suppressed & 'in check' (SELF internal within each of us individually God created drill sergeant) despair-depressed-misc cuz U past-2 date ALL connected whole NECLEUS species-humanity, I'm temp here 2 do my given job via Holy Trinity as I know: THIS ALL LITERALLY ENDS ONLY 1 WAY! Huh YEA like the ole (verbal) expression: "It just AIN'T easy-simple NO MO (more)"; YEA easy-simple DIED the moment Adam 1st THEN Eve FAILED causing Earth Natural Balance off ie: firewall & EVEN Devil-fallen Angels BROUGHT THEIR Holy War from up 2 us & STILL 2 date, worse Coming!