I control pain, I just disconnect it. Death itself is NOT traumatic rather what dies inside of me while I temp-momentarily remain with breath as Tomorrow is NOT promised 2 NO 1 & of amidst LA 4 20 + yrs, VAST have senselessly died. BUT what can really B said-done enough, sigh. Though I'VE tried for years 2 reason, (+) with USA-global TOP-down $ Elites, Bilderberg Group, Trilateral Commission & ALL publicly known & NON publicly known vast-various Syndicates 2 local LA's ugh predictable profiled so-called homeless helpers = just NOTHING! Is then ALL of humanity itself USA-globally good as dead like late Kyle Reese = 'This whole place is just GONE'.