Sigh huh, it's just SO disheartening - my (God given) heart is breaking-broken as MUCH past historically-2date tick tock 'Time' daily (day & night, 24/7) 'pains me' - causes me 2 feel sad, upset, & hurt emotionally.= THAT of U ALL connected 1 whole NECLEUS species-humanity itself, having understatement LOST it's God hoped 4 Way & OUR (individual & as a whole) humanity as I solely alone-only mourn - (feel & show internally within ME deep sorrow-remorse-guilt) un2 Holy Trinity 4 ALL that U (above) have past historically-2date have carelessly, misc done & STILL "EH" allow, huh SAVE it-SHADDPA, ALL individually have have their individual moment B4 Jesus immediately after last breath ie: death via 1's WHEN IN tick tock 'Time'-sand in hourglass, NON SELF own via Holy Bible's Luke 9:24, LIFE Heaven Life convicting Record!