OH I 'GET' it-am SELF forced 2 acknowledge what I witness B4 my own eye's-ear's = overall could have NEVER truly known just what I had been born in2 even with me quietly recall my dysfunctional family upbringing, my failure of not B-ing nearly enough like a SELF deny Warrior ie: Heaven's SELF deny Warrior angel's my whole past 2 date 5 decade's BUT have B4 my eventual Coming last breath ie: death have since been 'touched' 2 (?), B Holy Trinity's SELF deny dust & ash, NON SELF owned via Holy Bible's Luke 9:24, corpse 'delivery boy' of HIS Holy intel ie: whatever U see that I've posted, a) don't thank me but only Jesus & b) it's as literally NOTHING is mine, not my dust & ash corpse temporary human breath NOR eternal Soul! Humanity B-ing like a overall NECLEUS species SELF forced suicide pact deeming, '& we'll eternally learn 2 like it, in Hell, EH, or not, don't care, about SELF NOT etc, whether 2 appease Devil or not, just SELF wish ALL NEVER existed thus SELF force EXTINCTION ALREADY ie: overdue say after FAILED tested Adam-Eve!